Heh.. where should i start? damn...

5 years passed since i joined the NG community ( 2013) heh where all this time went? now that i look back i can't belive how much time passed and i can't believe  how meaningless and evil the word past is , at least for me , is time that you will never get back, just memories but not even memories will last forever , don't get me wrong i don't regret what i did in that time, i was a child who enjoyed life but now that i look from the perspective from my age i mean i'm almost 17 in a year i will be 18 and i have to think about my future , i'm scared of the future... no, better said i'm scared of not achiving my dreams...

  I meet a lot of kind and nice people who helped me improve in my young days(special thanks to 1999Elias and kkots)  and i'm so glad that i was part of this community , i wasn't the best, i wasn't the most hardworking person , i was childish and lazy but even2 i was like that i'm proud of myself because at least i can say that i did something , it wasn't the best animation ,it wasn't the longest animation but it was something made by myself by my hands and this is what i'm most proud of! I want to thanks for all the people who supported me , i learned a lot at least now that you have to work practice hard if you want to become to the field  you want to be in! Never lose hope and never care what people say just if they have a good intention! never compare yourself to the people who are proffesional, everybody start from the bottom...

Thanks for you'r time reading this idk why i wrote this but i just wanted to write how my heart feels right now

And the last i want to ask you guys :

What are your dreams? What is the motivation that helps you pursing your dreams? what is your inspiration? how you deal with the problems when you feel down? thank you so much again and thank you NG for this community! I hope i will rejoin this community and stop being the guy who wants to "fight" on his own...

Here is an animation i did 5-3 years ago

https://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/6d43dfbb92594a42d30397a2a1819794

Hey guys..  im really sorry in what i say in my last post.. i was realy idiot ;/

Anyway.. i hope you guys arent mad at me :o3..

I want to start and give a chance again for madness if you want or not  i made a **** TEST **** 5 % finished

there is ... : http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/c65fc3c875e134a0bd69500601772491      to smooth? tell me the truth please.. i well need any advice to help me..

P.S I want to all of you guys forgot what i say in my last Post .. ;[

Hace a nice day!

Hello , There!

In my last post i said im Dead.. -.- .. well i don't know why i said that.. oh Yes! .. well cuz i was mother fucked bored of making madness combat animation and i didn't want to hear about madness.. because im a noob animator and bla bla blablablalbalbalblal ...

Anyway.. i think i will be back madness combat.. !

I want to start a project.. i don't care if i will be ugly or bad..i will finish it !

Anyway.. in this time when i was "Dead" i made some backgrounds and some sprites

MY SPRITES :

yeah with the Elias weampons ( i know my sprites are ugly )

Background :

*DEAD*

Hello...

anyway.. i think i will leave animating... because im very idiot.. and i cant improve...

i know nobody will dont give a fuk anyway.. here is the test..

http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/ea1e8c957ca1ebb0f6ca102b51a6b7fa

i will be still online in newgrounds support you...

Bye forever

Hellow.. if you dont know.. why i didnt was active .. is becaused i unnistal my windows to my pc so... all my project are deleted.. *sigh* ...

Anyway..

   Im gonna make animation and trying to join collabs.. anybody know an available collab?:D

Have a nice day..

lol

http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/0dfc9baa6e8215afa036dc258f9ab366

very old animation...

... nothing new now.. just trying to join collabs and trying to finish my movie ..hehe

have a nice day...

i lost 2 fans why??

maybe im hacked?:D

I know i didnt not fucking improved ..anyway i still dont care..

Mayby this will be the part of my own madness series? i dont know and i dont care.. anyway i lost a lot of time on

 '"""""SPACEGOOOOOOOODODODODODODO FUK3in5g COLLAB xD ""

And the school.. yeah..

here is the test anyway:

http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/829ce2ea88cc21bed8b42de2261b1004

watch it if you want to die

P.S kkots dont waste time writting i know its just an idiot test.. the hands are missplaced  , bad feet walking i know !

so dont wasting your time writting ...

Have a nice day all

another P.S my girl  friend( not that way of girlfriend i mean ) aunt died today.. :[

I want to join more collabs.. who know any collabs where i can join?!